here im stranded between nowhere,
nothing to eat, nor to drink
everything just a waste of time ...

catching you is like grabbing the wind,
i tried to to saved u once, twice, but u never listened
it's enough to say that im giving u time and space ...
it's enough to say that im hoping u gonna better next time ...

it's hard letting the memories of u here
it's hard letting the feeelings of loosing u here
but i had to go, u had to go, it's a separated life we've choosed now ...

then the stories goes, and told me that u still needed me
what a story is that if one never listened and one always give in ....

there's no way we could back again,
it's too hurt to go on ...
once i've been walked this mountain and cross the oceans to understanding u
once is enough, not for the second times ...

it's just friends ...

i knew it's hurt for both of us
i do hurt seeing u lying there ...
i had no idea wht u r dreaming now ...
my loved once ... even though we r not have each other again ...
i do still love u .. as friends ... sleep well tonight, get well soon my dear ...
im tired ....i need a sleep, both of us need a sleep ...


Hong Kong, September 14, 2008
by OyOn

Miles away
You playing there
on crystalline subtance vapor of the air
You said you wouldn't comfort me,
unless..
As if?

May I hate you, Dude
Made me waiting for you here
Here, in your beloved town I never like
But it's past tense

Now I believe is only God
No use to believe in love
And don't thee dare to call me back
like you used to
It hurts my chest
stabbing deep into my mind
cutting me my invalid tears

Set me free,
free with hatreds

Days pass
Lynching another guy who treats me well
He did the same;
Separated by either time or distance

Cliché.

leaving u or being lefted ..
seeking answers that i would never know ...
this time my heart filled with emptiness
what should i do, what should i do ....

there's a shout in the distance trying to reach me here
dunno who it was, dunno what it is ...
is there a call would give me a peace of mind ?
or is is a call would give me bring the loneliness for more ...

another lady would come to mine ... but i guess it would be the same ...
the story of hurt, the story of love and the story of farewell....
circling around my head and my unconscious heart ..
but i kept what would lined for me to get through ...

love is hatred but full with joy
joy is amusing, but full with consequences ....
the consequences are hard to believe if there's a worst thing comes upon us ...
but i kept holding on ... for what i believe ....for what i loved

now it's gone ...forever
but still, i have a box of memories of her
every single womens, every single box, i kept it here ...
in the corner of my heart .... and each of it .... there's a pure heart memories of us ...

but i would never open it again, enough said ...
in this distance we've made ...
in this life we've been living for a while ...
a sweet beautifull and hurt memories collides, and made a wonderful journey of us

hey Dear ....
i still here beside u, waiting your eyes to see me .....
i miss those smiles in ur lips ... n ur laughs ...
but it won't changed a thing, we both know ...


Hong Kong, September 14, 2008
by OyOn