Are you ready?!

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. Would if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. Would if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Deeper!.. Deeper!.. Deeper inside me!
To live a life that seems to be a lost reality
That can never find a way to reach.
My inner self
I stand alone!
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines!

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... [x12]
I'm blind [x4]


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There you are alone
With no hope of ever having
Something to be proud of
Something earned without begging
Yes, i know you're a person
A person close to me
Who do you think you are?
What more do you want from me?

(Ball Tongue)
You got the dykes off, i think they'll mind me
(Ball Tongue)
The rag i'm on we are justified
(Ball Tongue)
Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit
(Ball Tongue)
What have you done for me?

Why are you at home?
Buried in your self pity?
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
Yes, i know your the person
The person that took time with me
Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue
You have come to take me from my buddy
(Ball Tongue)
You have never been so funky
(Ball Tongue)
The higgle got sick of me
(Ball Tongue)
Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
(Ball Tongue)
You're drug addicted from me
(Ball Tongue)
Unidentified enemy
(Ball Tongue)
Come fucking back to save us and gave up
(Ball Tongue)
They've come to deliver me

You were my brother
Where does our friendship end? (x3)
You were my... I'm not gonna give in

You were my brother
Where does our friendship end? (x3)

How can you fuckin' doubt me?
But not again.(x4)

(Ball Tongue)
They've driven right by my friends
(Ball Tongue)
They've taken the take above me
(Ball Tongue)
You're a psychofuck
(Ball Tongue)
They've come to enslave me
(Ball Tongue)
They've jacken themselves on to me
(Ball Tongue)
You're fucking gangster sign
(Ball Tongue)
They've come not to save them, but they take
(Ball Tongue)
Fuckin' death to fuckin' me!

You're a psychofuck! (x8)

Berome's dead at the technodrome
(Ball Tongue)
You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
(Ball Tongue)
It' doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger
(Ball Tongue)
Can i die? Can i die?
(Ball Tongue)
And then, the man kept kicking me
(Ball Tongue)
He gets him on, they're cool
(Ball Tongue)
He wasn't dead, and they knocked him on the head
(Ball Tongue)
No more, he's rid of you
You're a dyke!

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I, I am confused, fighting myself
wanting to give in needing your help
skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
outside, don't know you, but inside im fucked

can you see it in me? skin cold from touch
each day confronted with what I have done
you pull me closer, i push you away
you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I lay with you
why do I cry? why do i really need to?

why?! (ahhh...aaahhh...)
why?! Fuck you! Bitch!
why?!

need to, need to, need to
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck

I hate you!
why are you taken?
I love you!
why do I feel so helpless?
why is it you?!
ripping my insides each time i'm with you
why do I try? why do fucking need to?

fuck(x8)

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Anger, inside
Builds within, my body
Why, you hit me?
What have I done?
You tried to hit me!

[Chorus:]
Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me, with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to, hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man

I, don't run around
Trying to be, what's not within me
Look, into my eyes
I am free
You're just a wanna-be!

[Chorus:]
Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me, with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to, hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man

To come out...

Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown [x4]

Clown you ain't shit! Turn around! Get your face split! [x4]

[Chorus:]
Turn if you like,
Throw your hate at me, with all your might,
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me.
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me.
What's with you boy? Think hard,
A tattooed body to hide who you are,
Scared to be honest, be yourself,
A cowardly man

Im just too fucking little(x3)
Im just too fucking mental(x4)

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HIV

Here I am, different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away

HIV
I can see inside to find
This blessing in disguise
HIV
Why do you treat me this way?
Make the hate stay

As I walk, I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing probably, you'd just throw me away

Faget (x3)

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
You fake, if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way every day
Who gives a fuck right now, I've got something to say
To all the people that think that I'm strange
That I should be out of here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty boy feeling like I'm enslaved
To a world that never appreciated shit
Y'all can suck my dick and fucking like it

He had my gun but he had the body mighty any say
He had my gun but he had the body mighty anyway
He had my gun but he had the body mighty going to say
He had my gun but he had the body mighty anyway
He had my gun but he had the body mighty any say
He had my gun but he had the body mighty going away
He had my gun but he had the body mighty going to say
He had my gun but he had the body mighty anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world
I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I? (x12)
All my life

I'm just a faget (faget)
I'm just a faget (faget)
I'm just a faget (faget)
I'm a faget (faget)
I'm not a faget (or am I?) (faget)
I'm not a faget (or am I?) (faget)
I'm not a faget (or am I?) (faget)
You mother-fucking queers

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Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.(x2)

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, six - pick up sticks.
Seven, eight - lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

*breathing heavily*

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.(x6)

Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
Baa Baa Black have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full.(x2)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.(x2)

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoon fed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a--


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I can in every way, mistake the pain I feel inside.
It comes at me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind.
Who are you to say, that I can't speak what's on my mind.
It runs away - it's so predictable.

I can in every way, feel the stress all tingled up inside.
Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives.
You run away, to the cover of their pointless ties.
You ask me - it's so predictable.

I'm gonna try.
I'm gonna die.
I'm gonna try.

Another day. Silence overwhelms my mind.
Who's to say if I have the time or why
should I pray for all the hate to go away?
Another day. I can never break free.

You wait for me.
I crawl up to you.
Another day.
I'll live forever.

Why should I? (uuuuuuuh-uuuuuh...)

I'm gonna try.
I'm gonna die.
I'm gonna try.

Uuuuuuh!
I'm gonna try! Should I?
I'm gonna try! Should I? Fuck!
I'm gonna try! Should I?
I'm gonna try! Should I? Fuck!
I'm gonna try!
But I'm gonna die!
I'm gonna try...

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I can't stand the sight of you.
I can't stand what you put me through.
Your life's a lie, that will you hide.
Is it that terrible being you inside?

I can't stand all the thought of you.
I can't stand all the things you do.
Why do you try, to justify?
You are just too scared to be you inside.

Let it all go. (x4)

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2)

I can't stand what you put me through.
I can't stand even the thought of you.
Your secret lies, that you hide.
Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go. (x4)

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4)

You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you fronted.
I think being a person relies on one thing, be yourself, let you come through.
You're too afraid to really be someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be.
You're too afraid to really be. Be yourself let you come through.

Fake! (x4)

Let it all go. (x4)

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I like to search inside for the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you

I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're soul pays

Do you ever see outside you fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I like to search inside for the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
Open your body and let me touch you

Do you ever see outside you fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I want you to see, master of disguise
For all these things that hurt you, kept all these useless lies
I wanted you to fear, the you wound up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time

I tried, you win
My life, is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain!
Go!

Do you ever see outside you fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

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Hello? Esta Caco? ERES Caco? PUES, you know, y-you fuckin' call me THA Caco? OK?

I keep asking what's your lie?
It is disturbing, it squeezes mine.
Days keep passing, one notch at a time.
I don't feel right. Please God let me sleep tonight.

Every day confronted, circumvents giving in. I just wanna know why.

Want to give it up but I can't escape. (x4)

I keep asking, can you please try.
It is haunting, this tin stole mine.
Days keep passing, line after line.
I don't feel right. Please God don't let me die tonight.

Die tonight... (x3)

Every day confronted, circumvents giving in. I just wanna know why.

Want to give it up but I can't escape. (x4)

Please God. (x2)

Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God help me from my painful situation.

Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God save me from my painful situation.

Want to give it up, no I can't escape. Please God help me.
Want to give it up, no I can't escape. Please God free me.
Want to give it up, no I can't escape. Please God save me.
Want to give it up, no I can't escape. From my painful situation...

Please God, don't let me give in tonight, please God.
Oh, please God, don't let me give in tonight, please God.
Oh, please God, don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die.
Please God, don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die!

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Mother, please forgive me. I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you; I'm your son.

Little child looking so pretty
come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
Innocent child looking so sweet
I rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You raped, I feel dirty
It hurt as a child
Tied down, "That's a good boy."
And fuck your own child
I scream, no-one hears me
It hurt, I'm not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy, why?? Your own child...

Little child, looking so pretty,
come out and play, I'll be your Daddy

You raped, I feel dirty
It hurt as a child
Tied down, "That's a good boy."
And fuck your own child
I scream, no-one hears me
It hurt, I'm not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy, why???

It's alright

You raped, I feel dirty (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
It hurt as a child
Tied down, "That's a good boy." (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
And fuck your own child
I rape, no-one hears me (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
It hurt as a child
Tied down, no-one hit me (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
And raped your own child
I sit, no-one hears me (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
It hurt as a child
Tied down, "That's a good boy" (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
And fucked your own child
I scream, no-one hears me (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
It hurt as a child
Tied down, no-one hears me (aaaaaaaaahhhh....)
Mommy why?? your own child...

"I didn't touch you there."
Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there."
That's why Mommy stopped and stared.

Little child looking so sweet
I rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You raped, I feel dirty
It hurt as a child
Tied down, "That's a good boy."
And fuck your own child
I scream, no-one hears me
It hurt, I’m not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy, why?? Your own child...

[almost can't hear normal words]
You raped, I feel dirty
It hurt, I'm not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Tell me why?? your own child...
I scream, no-one hears me
It hurt, I’m not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy, why?? your own child...
You raped, I feel dirty
It hurt, I'm not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy why?? Your own child...
I scream, no-one hears me
It hurt, I'm not a liar
My God, I saw you watchin'
Mommy why???

[Crying with frustration]
Motherfucker
Fuck!!
Fucking bitch
I fucking hate you
Fuck you
Motherfucker
I fucking hate you
Fuck you
Bitch
You fucking ruin my life
You fucked...
Fucking bitch
I hate you
I fucking hate you
Fuck you...


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